The Future of Us – Daily Journal – 12/30

I have decided that I am bad at daily journals. I need to turn them into occasional insights instead. I tend to have a hard time with routine in general, and having kids makes it even more difficult. Your day never starts routinely with little ones, and as their caretaker, you are on their schedule, not yours. This has been something I have been battling with for the last couple of years.

Typically, I like to be on time and get the hard things out of the way first. The quotes, “Eat that Frog” and “If you are not early, you’re late” are two of my favorites. These actions are good as long as you are selfish, but when you are empathetic to others, you compromise, and if they do not share these values, you tend to struggle. It would often irritate me that not everyone has the same sense of urgency, wants to tackle the most difficult task, or goes with my plan. This is something I am letting go of. I cannot go with my plan; it is not the best plan.

When I began to walk the path of authenticity, I did so to help myself with my ADHD. However, it ended up leading me to the path of Shamanism and a return to my purpose in this life. Part of this path was surrendering my plans for the future and allowing spirit to guide me. Easier said than done, though.

It is not easy to wake up every day and seek what is best for you that day. I often have a to-do list that needs to get done, a family that also has plans, and a community that likes to see my face. While the monkey brain wants to do what we are programmed to do—the list—spirit often has other plans. To follow these plans, you must seek the subtle cues and follow them; this is your only job. When you follow these breadcrumbs, they often lead to something great and wondrous, something I would have never seen.

When in flow and following the path of least resistance, it often leads us to a road we never saw on the map. This road is full of wonder, bliss, and unexpected turns. Spirit is our GPS in this realm, and if we learn to turn left ahead, make a U-turn when requested, or even park and rest for a while, we would find ourselves in a paradise.

This coming year, I plan on doing just that. I am learning very quickly that my vision is too far ahead. What I see on the horizon is from a higher view and further away. What I see for the next year, I saw last year and tried to act on it. Now I realize it was just a premonition for what is to come this year.

Going through my shadow work about a year ago, I asked spirit when I would step into my purpose, and the response was, “once the house has changed, you will take your place.” This coming year is the change of house. This means that we will receive more clarity about what has been going on and those that are responsible will be removed from their positions, and new souls will take their place. This change of house will affect all major areas of humanity—Government, Education, Food & Health, Economics, and Religions. Those that have been in charge have been seen by spirit and given the choice to change; those that have not seen the signs will be stripped of all their assets and will fall to the bottom of society. This is the time the meek inherit the earth and restore heaven to the planet.

This will not all happen in one year, however, and has already started, but I believe the next couple of years will be the biggest shift humanity has seen in thousands of years. The truth will be revealed, justice will be served, and balance restored. Those that have decided to serve humanity will be promoted, and those that have deceived, manipulated, and taken advantage of those around them will be placed at the bottom to start again. Those that have been told to grow up, stop dreaming, and follow orders, will be highlighted as those that are visionaries, the ones ahead of their time, and the most loving and wonderful people.